
Today it rained. I managed to avoid stepping in any major puddles (a huge accomplishment for me), but I felt distracted all day by the sound of the rain. It is a big relief to be inside at home without any further expectations of productivity. And to top it all off, I have brownies in the oven. Yum.
I’ve been spending time lately thinking about why I started this blog and how I got interested in crafty blogs and web-sites to begin with…. I wanted to expand my About page and give a better explanation of what this site was supposed to be. I’ve been trying to put together a timeline (really just for myself), but it’s all pretty hazy. I remember things in patches. For example, I know that in January of 2004, I made marble magnets on a Saturday with my friend Kristen so I know I must have discovered the whole crafting community before then. But there are entire months in between that are blank in my head. I registered this domain in September 2004, so you can tell I sat on the idea of starting this for a very, very long time.
And the ideas behind this place have changed a lot too. Originally, I had wanted to have a site as a way to keep in touch with a friend who was going to be traveling the world. Unfortunately, I didn’t know anything about starting up a site, and to be honest, I got distracted by all sorts of activities and made up a lot of excuses. So www.littlehappyones.com sat lifeless for a year.
Then, this past fall, I started my annual Christmas planning and thought again about the site. I kept thinking that it would be a great idea to use littlehappyones.com as a place to give a little “behind the scenes” story about all of the presents I was making – not to mention a nice way to credit my sources of inspiration. I even made little tags to go on each present. I took pictures and got everything organized and wrote posts offline for months. My boyfriend, Mr. Bunny Slippers, encouraged me and built the site. I kept showing him the “biggies” – little birds and angry chicken and saying “can it look more like this?” More than once, I believe he questioned why in the world I hadn’t just set up a Typepad account, but I’d been holding onto this domain for awhile and sometimes, I have a knack for doing things the hard way. The earlier posts were back-dated (I know, I know, I cheated, but they were written offline on those dates). Everything, finally made its’ way online a couple of months ago. February was the “true” start date. And there are still older posts I had written that didn’t make their way up here.
I love my family and friends, but they’ve never checked this site! (At least not yet…) So, for now, I am enjoying this as a place to record some little pieces of my day. I also use it as a notebook of sorts – collecting links and images and shopping ideas. And when I get back in to making things again, I know this will be a fun place to archive some of my creations and projects. It has also been an interesting exercise in thinking about what to write and what I would be willing to let anyone see. (For now, I haven’t had to worry about that a whole lot. But there are things I would say to a stranger who loves to make shrinky-dink pins that I might not say to my mom. I might admit here to obsessing over making stuffed animals because I know there are a bunch of people out there that understand… but there are people in my life I am very close to who might think I’d lost my mind. So it’s interesting. But I still really enjoy the parts where I take pictures of things and keep an eye open for something happy to post about.)
I’ve always felt that one of the hardest parts of being an adult is that there aren’t any more semesters. When you had semesters, it was easier to remember things that happened. And, for me, semesters were a built in motivation system. Fall and Spring were times to try harder, to have a fresh slate. I think that’s the reason holidays have become so important to me. I can measure the passing of time by remembering the presents and decorations I made, the desserts I baked… And if one season is particularly hectic, I can say “hey, I’ll be sure and celebrate National Flag Day better next year.” (Or, in this case, “hey, maybe next year I’ll actually celebrate National Flag Day at all.”) Maybe this blog will become my semester system.
So today, I struggled to remember all the bits and pieces. That’s a lot of what this site is – bits and pieces. And hopefully, some of these bits and pieces will make its way onto the About page soon.
P.S. The tag pictured above reads:
"Hand crafted with love and help from the little happy ones. They do try hard, but it is possible that your gift may not hold up to standard wear and tear. In the event of a gift emergency such as breakage, unraveling, or fraying, please contact the little happy ones for repair and/or replacement. Not responsible for loss in case of fire or tornado although we will try to help anyway. For the complete story behind your present, visit www.littlehappyones.com. This is not a toy. Not intended for small children or animals."